Friday, December 30, 2005

Thursday, December 29, 2005

A Picture Share!



Molly started chemo today

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Monday, December 19, 2005

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Monday, December 05, 2005

Friday, December 02, 2005

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Monday, October 17, 2005

A Picture Share!

Is it romance or is the power out?

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Where teh hell have I been?

In case you're wondering why you haven't seen many updates from me lately, I really couldn't tell you.

Just a lot of overall frustration and not being able to stand being online for long stretchs without getting ten different kinds of pissed off.

I'm back tho, at least for a minute.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tuesday Ten

Queen - Under Pressure
Jack Johnson - Taylor
Elvis Costello & The Attractions - Radio, Radio
Garbage - When I Grow Up
The Section Quartet - The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most
The Cure - Just Like Heaven
Ben Lee - Nothing Much Happens
Shriekback - Nemesis
The Hooters - Satelite
Belle and Sebastian - The Boy With the Arab Strap
Dinosaur Jr. - Feel the Pain

Monday, September 19, 2005

Speak and Spell

My dogs get a treat cookie before they go to bed. Tonight before Mrs bot got of the couch Molly, my baby, was sitting in here and looked at my wife and Mrs bot asked me what I thought she wanted.

I'm facing the other direction at the computer and I said "oh, she probably wants to go O - U - T so that she can E - A - T her C - O - O - K - I -E at whecih tome, when I spelled out cookie she made got up and did her cookie dance and started heading that way.

Dammit.

Tomorrow: Stories of the Beagle

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Being Poor

Being poor is knowing exactly how much everything costs.

Being poor is getting angry at your kids for asking for all the crap they see on TV.

Being poor is having to keep buying $800 cars because they're what you can afford, and then having the cars break down on you, because there's not an $800 car in America that's worth a damn.

Being poor is hoping the toothache goes away.

Being poor is knowing your kid goes to friends' houses but never has friends over to yours.

Being poor is going to the restroom before you get in the school lunch line so your friends will be ahead of you and won't hear you say "I get free lunch" when you get to the cashier.

Being poor is living next to the freeway.

Being poor is coming back to the car with your children in the back seat, clutching that box of Raisin Bran you just bought and trying to think of a way to make the kids understand that the box has to last.

Being poor is wondering if your well-off sibling is lying when he says he doesn't mind when you ask for help.

Being poor is off-brand toys.

Being poor is a heater in only one room of the house.

Being poor is knowing you can't leave $5 on the coffee table when your friends are around.

Being poor is hoping your kids don't have a growth spurt.

Being poor is stealing meat from the store, frying it up before your mom gets home and then telling her she doesn't have make dinner tonight because you're not hungry anyway.

Being poor is Goodwill underwear.

Being poor is not enough space for everyone who lives with you.

Being poor is feeling the glued soles tear off your supermarket shoes when you run around the playground.

Being poor is your kid's school being the one with the 15-year-old textbooks and no air conditioning.

Being poor is thinking $8 an hour is a really good deal.

Being poor is relying on people who don't give a damn about you.

Being poor is an overnight shift under florescent lights.

Being poor is finding the letter your mom wrote to your dad, begging him for the child support.

Being poor is a bathtub you have to empty into the toilet.

Being poor is stopping the car to take a lamp from a stranger's trash.

Being poor is making lunch for your kid when a cockroach skitters over the bread, and you looking over to see if your kid saw.

Being poor is believing a GED actually makes a goddamned difference.

Being poor is people angry at you just for walking around in the mall.

Being poor is not taking the job because you can't find someone you trust to watch your kids.

Being poor is the police busting into the apartment right next to yours.

Being poor is not talking to that girl because she'll probably just laugh at your clothes.

Being poor is hoping you'll be invited for dinner.

Being poor is a sidewalk with lots of brown glass on it.

Being poor is people thinking they know something about you by the way you talk.

Being poor is needing that 35-cent raise.

Being poor is your kid's teacher assuming you don't have any books in your home.

Being poor is six dollars short on the utility bill and no way to close the gap.

Being poor is crying when you drop the mac and cheese on the floor.

Being poor is knowing you work as hard as anyone, anywhere.

Being poor is people surprised to discover you're not actually stupid.

Being poor is people surprised to discover you're not actually lazy.

Being poor is a six-hour wait in an emergency room with a sick child asleep on your lap.

Being poor is never buying anything someone else hasn't bought first.

Being poor is picking the 10 cent ramen instead of the 12 cent ramen because that's two extra packages for every dollar.

Being poor is having to live with choices you didn't know you made when you were 14 years old.

Being poor is getting tired of people wanting you to be grateful.

Being poor is knowing you're being judged.

Being poor is a box of crayons and a $1 coloring book from a community center Santa.

Being poor is checking the coin return slot of every soda machine you go by.

Being poor is deciding that it's all right to base a relationship on shelter.

Being poor is knowing you really shouldn't spend that buck on a Lotto ticket.

Being poor is hoping the register lady will spot you the dime.

Being poor is feeling helpless when your child makes the same mistakes you did, and won't listen to you beg them against doing so.

Being poor is a cough that doesn't go away.

Being poor is making sure you don't spill on the couch, just in case you have to give it back before the lease is up.

Being poor is a $200 paycheck advance from a company that takes $250 when the paycheck comes in.

Being poor is four years of night classes for an Associates of Art degree.

Being poor is a lumpy futon bed.

Being poor is knowing where the shelter is.

Being poor is people who have never been poor wondering why you choose to be so.

Being poor is knowing how hard it is to stop being poor.

Being poor is seeing how few options you have.

Being poor is running in place.

Being poor is people wondering why you didn't leave.

Adoption Update

I know the adoption updates have been scarce lately. There just isn't anything to report.

There are a few things that Mrs Bot and I need to do, get fongerprints taken, get up to date on CPR, but right now it's really just waiting

I want to thank everyone who has helped me out through all of this, financial and emotionally. You have all been a big help and I appreciate all that you have done for me.

It's gratifying to know that when it comes down to it, politics and differences aside, that you can count on your fellow man to lend a hand

Thursday Three

Name three Captains that you would like to sit down to tea with

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Tuesday Ten

1 just listened
2 13:26, 13 September 2005
3 13:21, 13 September 2005
4 13:17, 13 September 2005
5 13:14, 13 September 2005
6 13:06, 13 September 2005
7 13:02, 13 September 2005
8 12:58, 13 September 2005
9 12:54, 13 September 2005
10 12:52, 13 September 2005

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Homeroom the Movie

Homeroom the Movie

I keep on catching this movie when it's on TV. One that came out after Columbine that I actually liked.






I think Erika Christensen should get more work.

Monday, September 05, 2005

Overheard in the Bot house

The Mrs got home from her trip tonight and I went out to help with the luggage...

picking up the luggage...

Me: Dear lord woman what' in this thing?

Her: Umm..Rocks.

Me: Seriously?

Her: Yeah, I got good deals on rocks, I was happy I brought the extra bag.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

A Picture Share!

Bunny on a leash

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

We all make a difference

Even as I work on the adoption for what may be purely selfish reasons, there are people who could use our help. Please make a donation. Even $5 will make a difference.

Red Cross
United Way

A Picture Share!

Post it hell

The Mrs Chronicle

Mrs Bot has decided to start blogging. WHich is funny for several reasons.

1) She won't tell me where it is, I assume she says bad things about me. I don't know why that would stop her since she says those in real life too

2) She only has one reader, a friend of hers from work, and that's the way she wants it. I pointed out that's really just a diary and she may as well jsut tell her but that's what she wnats to do.

3) She did this after she read my journal here, but before she found eb, so in retailation, I'm not telling here where eb is. WHich is funny, because it's really easy to find.

4) In retaliation I'm also not going to look for it. She likeks little secret compartments in her life.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Shaken, not stirred

You Are a Martini

There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush.
You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it!

Arrr!

This is a test. Feel free to ignore it. Or not.

Baby Bot

We're still waiting for the final approval of the home study but I'm in good spirits about that.

In other news we got our first, and very generous, donation to the adoption fund. A hearty thank you and tail wag goes out. I'm going to leave it anonymous for now until I find out from the person who gave if they'd like to keep it private or not.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

A Picture Share!

Mrs. Bot does not worry about her cholesterol

Saturday, August 20, 2005

A Picture Share!

Hot mexican music and hotter women

this is an audio post - click to play

A Picture Share!

So far the scenery hasn't changed from the flat of ok there's just more green. The trip has been calm, I'm just waiting for the storm.

Friday, August 19, 2005

thanks pone!

Mrs. bot says hi back and she hopes you're doing well

this is an audio post - click to play

A Picture Share!

It isn't possible to go on any trip longer than 15 minutes with my wife or her family without stopping for ice cream. This has always struck me as cruel since I can't eat it but they always ask me if I want some .

A Picture Share!

Mrs. Bot hides from the camera on the start of the trip. I won't have computer access for a few days but if you want to send me HAPPY thoughts you can get my number from fuzzy and text me. Check six, beagle out.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

A Picture Share!

Hot stuff

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

TV offers 'instant' reruns - on DVD | csmonitor.com

Studios are using the popular format to introduce TV shows to viewers who missed them first time around.


During the summer hiatus on new network TV comedies or dramas, it's easier than ever to choose your own reruns. That's because TV shows are booming on the DVD market.

Every week, new and old shows roll out on shiny discs as studios open their vaults and production houses put the finishing touches on recent series. Shelves at DVD outlets now include everything from Lucille Ball sitcoms and "The Cosby Show" to "Roseanne" and "Law & Order."

But the market isn't just catering to viewers feeling nostalgic about "Hogan's Heroes" or "Knight Rider." Television studios are also rushing current TV series onto DVD in a bid to snag new viewers. NBC's "The Office," which arrives on DVD on Aug. 16, was a modest critical hit but the quirky comedy only ran six episodes and failed to find a sizeable audience. The network is hoping the DVD release will help the show as it heads into its sophomore season this fall.

TV executives have good reason for believing such strategies can pay off. In contrast to the feature-film market for DVDs, which has slowed to a 1 percent growth rate, the public appetite for TV programming in a box has exploded. According to industry trade magazine Variety, sales of TV titles on DVD hit nearly $3 billion in 2004 - a massive increase from the $160 million sales in 2000.

"The DVD market is critical for TV shows now," says Marc Berman, the Programming Insider columnist at Mediaweek.com. "Everybody's releasing them as soon as they can and consumers are buying them for all the obvious reasons - they don't have to sit through the commercials, the quality is digital so it's great, and they can watch their favorite shows all the way through to the end of the season. They don't have to wait."

These DVDs have all the elements of the feature-film DVD and then some, says Ben Silverman, an executive producer of "The Office." "Fans of the show know that they have more [bonuses] to look forward to, and newcomers to the show know that their time isn't wasted if they watch the show and like it, because hopefully the show will still be on the air."

As scripted shows lose more time to ads, the extra space on a DVD becomes even more valuable, says fellow executive producer Greg Daniels. "The Office" is a comedy that relies heavily on the improvisation of the stars, says Mr. Daniels. Much of the actors' additional material had to be cut from the broadcast shows, but will be included on the DVD. "The great thing is to be able to have the audience quickly see all the fun, extra stuff that they did," says Daniels.

In the case of NBC's "Las Vegas," a drama set in a casino, the DVD-release extras include racy, unrated material not suitable for network broadcast.

Releasing a show on DVD is now a key programming strategy for TV executives. "They're an incredibly profitable business for us," says David Janollari, president of entertainment at the WB network. "They actually help to perpetuate awareness and publicity for a series as it's on our air."

DVD sales benefit the programs beyond helping to build new audiences, says Garth Ancier, WB chairman. "This is helping the shows become more profitable and allowing producers to put more money on the screen."

Few consumers have bought digital or high-definition televisions, so the pristine quality of DVD is a clear draw. But that doesn't fully account for the popularity of TV series on the format. Some observers believe that sales of TV titles are outpacing those of movies because the highest-quality storytelling in Hollywood has gravitated to television.

"The writing that's happening is vastly superior to what you're seeing in the theaters," says an industry insider who calls himself simply McG.

He sees "a real renaissance" taking place in TV. "Television is in a fantastically healthy place," says McG, who directed the movie "Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle." "There's always going to be ridiculous shows and shows that are going to be weeded out, but there are a great many shows that are rising to the top."

Since both new and old shows are fueling DVD sales, industry observers say the trend has the poignant benefit of reviving the "careers" of television pioneers, many of whom are no longer around.

"We're seeing the younger generation suddenly developing appreciation for all kinds of old-timers, from Milton Berle to Lucille Ball and Sid Caesar," says Richard Askin, chairman of the Academy of Television Arts & Sciences.

"It started with TV Land and all these rerun networks, but now that kids can watch these shows on their own time and as often as they want, suddenly these people like Lucy are getting a whole new appreciation and new fans."

Monday, August 15, 2005

It's VJ Day

Here's looking at you Martha Quinn





You've still got it baby.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

A Picture Share!

If you don't want to eat meat why bother?

A Picture Share!

What else does a pet do?

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Crap

I need to come up with $5000 for the adoption

Friday, August 12, 2005

Snorkel® Stove Company - Stoves

Snorkel® Stove Company - Stoves

Someone make me one of these. I want to build a wood fired hot tub

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Thursday Three

Name three queens that you'd like to sit down to tea with

A Picture Share!

X marks the spots

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

On trying to explain film festivals to Mrs Bot

Mrs Bot What? All this time I've been holding out for your group to get famous and go to Sundance
Beagle: You know sundance is artsy and they do artsy fartsy things there right?
Mrs Bot; which means threesomes right?
Beagle: No
Mrs Bot *stops dvd player*
Mrs Bot: Hold on. That is not what I was picturing. I wanted hot threesomes and I figured it happened at Sundance

Later:

Mrs Bot: So what is artsy stuff if it's not threesomes?

A Picture Share!

Meat is good.

Micro Film

I am uninspired these days. I have't picked up the camera I have access to once since the Fourth of July. I haven't even looked at a my script to work on it. I need someone outside of my group to get me going since all of my energy in it is used up in keeping the peace and keeping other projects going.

So here is what I nee from you dear reader: One minute movies. Write something that ideally is only one character and requires no special set and I'll film it.

I have no ideas right now and am losing m passion for doing anything out of frustration. Throw a dog a bone.

Overheard in the Bot House

Her: You know what you have to do if the adoption falls through, right?
Me: Yes, get some young girl pregnant
Her: Right, just make sure you get her to sign something first
Me: OK

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

A Picture Share!

Camera!

A Picture Share!

New toys

Tuesday Ten

sabby inside you 2:27 sabastian boaz sabby inside you
Conquest Of The Planet Of The Apes 1:40 They Might Be Giants Severe Tire Damage
Starstruck (stereo mix) 2:18 The Kinks Kinks are the Village Green Preservation Society
Stay 6:03 Bowie, David Station to Station
Man In A Shed 3:55 Nick Drake Five Leaves Left
The Hero Dies In This One 4:06 The Ataris So Long, Astoria
Black Hole Sun 4:45 Alanis Morissette Unreleased and Unleashed
That Was Your Mother 2:52 Paul Simon Graceland
Watch Your Step 3:00 Elvis Costello & the Attractions The Best of Elvis Costello & the Attractions
Dirty Life & Times 3:15 Warren Zevon The Wind
twaindl 2:02 pino the frog rndm.i(d)nit

Monday, August 08, 2005

A Picture Share!

Hendrix

Friday, August 05, 2005

Home Study Part 2: Electric Boogaloo

Tomorrow is the "individual" portion of the home study. Hopefully it won't be too big of a timesuck and I won't get too bored trying to talk about myself for an hour and a half

I'll be happy when it is over

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Thursday Three

Another simple little game. I pick a set of people and you pick three of them that you would like to have a meal with.

This week:

Silent Movie Starlets

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

no news

The chat has been nice but a very calm trip

A Picture Share!

On the road

Road Trip!

Today I'm going to St. Louis to pick up a car for work. With any luck a) Something cool will happen b) My friend will let me take pictures and not just hide.

Check back today to find out the answers to both of those.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tuesday Ten: The look pretty young but I'm just backdated edition


It's asimple game. Load up your mp3 player, set it on random and then post the first ten songs that play. It doesn't matter how boring they look, I like seeing what it is that you have loaded up


Particle Man - They Might Be Giants
In The Ditch - Gang of Four
Hooplas Involving Circus tricks - Say Hi t o Your Mom
Sapnish Main - The Coral
Erase Today - Husker Du
Futurism vs Passeism - Blonde Redhead
More than a Feeling - Moog Cookbook
String Bean Jean - Belle and Sebastian
Working Class Hero - John Lennon
Only Your Love - Bananrama
Attitude - The Kinks

Monday, August 01, 2005




A little manipulation of a photo. I wanted to make it chrome on the tuners but that is outside of my talents with photoshop

Credit for the original photo goes to the subject.

Vet to the Power of Five

Today we too all of the animals to get their shots. Three dogs, two cats, in a small, but public, area. It went better than I thought. No fights and the vet was teh fastest person with a needle I have ever seen. Even my scaredy cat 90 pound mutt was done in seconds.

Weekends End

This is only the second weekend that I've been scheduled off and alreay I've decided that the weekend is too short.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Home Study Steak

Our home study today went okay I think. More on that later when I've had time to process it.

I did find out today that Devon Aoki is heiress to the Benihanna chain. IS it wrong to want someone because of their access to meat?

Breaking things, making things

OK, I think I have a proper RSS feed setup, I need to get with d* and try it out under a different feed.

In the process of doing that I've somehow broken my little about me box. Hmm

Check out the favicon.

Friday, July 29, 2005

Saturday

Tomorrow is the home study. Wish me luck

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Lost

This morning leaves me wondering if it would be best to get divorced. We've gone in very different directions with our lives and I think I may have been kidding myself all this time that things were changing in ways thatI wanted. I feel very small and very alone.

Monday, July 25, 2005

Pirate Post

Does this do anything?

Work Weak

And so my work week is about to begin. I may have a regular schedule now which is good and bad. It's good because it shoulod help me sleep some and it will let e plan on doinfg things on the weekends. It's bad because I've had my week split up and rearranged for so long that it is what I'm used to. In addition it seems that I miss the majority of people that I want to talk to online.

***

The heat here is still bearable only because at night it's dropping down to the 80's. Part of my job still requires being outside in it, but only for short periods.

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I'm vowing to drink no Coke or other soda this week. I made a big jug of tea to take to work. I'm afraid the caffiene is starting to get to my heart. I'm figuring the tea has less and will stall off any headaches.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

News of the Glass Teat

I'm glad that I decided to go ahead and record and save the shows that I was watching this last season. It seems that at least one of them didn't make it

Committted has been canceled. It was a fun quirky little show.

Grey's Anatomy I can't seem to figure out if it has been cancelled or not. I need to dig so more

Medium got picked back up

And I heard a rumor that they are making new episodes of Dead Like Me but I'm not holding my breath.

Home Study

We're cleaning the house now getting ready for the home study for adoption. It seems like it's taken forever to get here and now it's going to happen this coming Saturday and I feel like we don't have anything done.

Keeping my paws crossed

Saturday, July 02, 2005

A Picture Share!

Kassi

A Picture Share!

Kassi and hornpipe

A Picture Share!

Thursday, June 23, 2005

love

I love someone that can never love me back

Monday, May 30, 2005

Sunday, May 29, 2005

this is an audio post - click to play

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Game Day

Click Me For Video

One of my many odd hobbies is board and card game design. Here's a little from todays haul

Monday, May 16, 2005

New Old TV

I collect old television sets. It's an odd hobby. I've played at restoring them and have managed with a few but with some it's hard due to the test equipment required and the need to be creative in replacing bad parts. Here's the best of a set of three that I got yesterday. The other two being a console that I'll be giving to someone as decoration for a room after I gut it for parts and one that's probably early fifties given the controls and the size of the tube

Click the link to watch the video

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tired Little Puppy Dogs

We had a dog guest over the weekend. Finally found his owners. My old, fat pups were no mach for his teenage pup energy though. He wore them all out. The third one has been hiding in his corner sleeping all day. Nobody wanted to get up to eat so we just gave the poor things their bowls where they were.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

**** called me today, I don't know how I feel about it. I need to figure out what our relationship is. It's always been...odd. I guess that's why it confuses me. Maybe I just need to ask her: What is it you want from me?

In the can

Today my group will be getting the final pickup shots for our current short movie project. I have mixed feelings about this. I'm happy that we're moving along but unhappy that I now have a month and a half of rushing to get it down when I don't know what I'm soing with a program I don't understand.